Friday, February 27, 2009
从康永歌的角度来看,才真的惊觉生命是很短暂的。
真的。一个人如果活到75岁(算蛮健康的了吧?),一年有365天,那他只有27,375天的寿命。
只有27,375?奇怪,这个数目字如果用在钱财方面感觉好像蛮多,怎么在人的寿命上却显得特别少?现在才了解人生真的没有"a power to the sum of infinity"。
这样的一个计算法,虽然没有某些启发性的句子对于生命那样发人深省,却敲了更大更响的警钟。时间真的不多。
9:09 PM
ong yu ting never fails to make me laugh. here's the sms conversation we had earlier on:
me: what's the percentage of aural for grade 8 prac?
yt: it's 20/150 so about 13.33 percent. you taking is it? good luck!
me: thanks! no lah cos i thought i screwed up my grade 7 aural today. anyway, how are you? are you working? i just became jobless.
yt: oic i always screw up my aural also lol nvm the most you can ignore grade7 and take grade 8...erm no not working been slacking for er 3 months...what were you working as?
me: teaching under the teaching internship prog. ong yu ting! how can you be slacking? are you going for bbq this sun?
yt: oic...no la i'm doing a lot of enriching stuffs...no i'm not free this sunday and bbq food is unhealthy:p
me: you never fail to make me laugh...enriching? unhealthy? the kfc meal that we ate last time at your house during pw was much more fattening!
yt: haha ok then enjoy yr sunday bbq while i go about enriching my brain and soul!
it's not just what she said but...can you imagine HOW she would say it? her facial expressions, her hand gestures, her tone...only the ONE and ONLY ong yu ting can do it. and she made me feel much less unhappy about my aural:) so bye-bye to willie waggle and on to grade 8!
9:00 PM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
just changed my blog profile from "ah ma" back to "huishian". now that i'm back to my non-teaching days and confidentiality's not much of an issue.
whoosh...my internship has ended for only one day and i'm starting to miss everyone and everything there already. a few minutes ago i opened one of the capsules that liyana and leonard gave and it said "prank call me NOW"...should i? in the end i didnt but god...the crazy and not-so-legal days we had in our workroom.
i wasnt sure i made a very BIG impact on most of the students but at least some of them noticed. especially those who were quite quiet in class most of the time. just a simple hand-written 8cm x 8cm note from yuanfai made me want to cry. and throughout the day yi xuan kept asking me where i was and when i'm leaving... no matter how angry the kids make you feel sometimes, at the end of the day you know you'll still love them:)
the feedback that i got from mrs hor: the activity that i planned for the sec four's last lesson was not bad but i didnt have much of the enthusiasm that she expected to see from a young teacher. maybe it's because she didnt know i'm an ah ma too:p
then she asked THE QUESTION that got me stuck: do you want to become a teacher?
my reply was "it's something that i can consider doing". what does my reply mean? is it a yes or no? or did i just answer for the sake of answering?
what's the problem with me? such a great job, great working environment and i like interacting with the kids...and i still quit.

my last dinner-choi!-with fellow teachers. this was what my beef bolognese look like after adding the spices and cheese:)

4c/4D1--the class that i spent mst of my time with:)

this is not what my table looks like most of the time, believe me

1G: most enthusiatic class in asking non-related questions

3E--lots of guys(which means lots of class clowns)
5:07 PM
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
蛋蛋妹的本人真是让我[吓一跳]。
不是因为她不好看(反而觉得她越看越是纯朴可爱)... ...应该说是不习惯吧。不习惯娱乐圈里既然还能存在着这种[不凭外表]的关系。
所以要气的,不应该是她的外表,而是那些在网上批评她的五迷们!come on, where's your spirit?反正本来支持他们是因为他们的[普通],能听到我们的心声,而不是因为他们有多好看多神圣。
这,你们懂吧?
9:30 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
what i need now is my chicken rice soup with LOTS of pepper.
8:53 AM
Saturday, February 7, 2009

photo by ronnie2008
to those who feel there's unfairity going on but cannot complain or those who's having problems that they cant seem to solve, here's something for you to 暂时发泄:
[春天的呐喊]
五月天曲:怪兽 词:阿信
不要叫我比赛 不要再看我成绩单不要再无奈 不要再忍耐 不要再让我伤肝
天天都火腿蛋 天天都排骨鸡腿饭
我需要扭转 我需要意外 我需要感觉存在
当阳光很冷淡 心情很吉普赛 没人能挡住我 跟平凡掰掰
方向盘指向南 一路都不转弯 除非我看到沙滩 看到大海 看到未来
爽要呐喊 不爽更要喊 压力要甩 忧郁要推翻
爽要呐喊 用力的呐喊 喊到流汗 喊到没遗憾
一生能有几次 跟世界宣战 不想再当模范 不想要再当乖乖牌 我只要摇摆 我只想旋转 我只想阂到腿软
让冬天被打败 让春天冲上了舞台
让热血变红 让天空变蓝 让我把无聊炸开
看羚羊草枝摆(oops:p) 我爱上大自然
来不及等泪乾 来不及防晒
浪漫只怕太慢 痛快只怕太快
快让我看到沙滩 看到大海 看到未来
爽要呐喊 不爽更要喊 压力要甩 忧郁要推翻
爽要呐喊 用力的呐喊 喊到流汗 喊到没遗憾
一生能有几次 跟世界宣战
一生能有几次 终于没人管 一生能有几次 跟世界宣战
oh boy! here's something random: just saw on tv, they are going to telecast 林依晨胡歌's version of 射雕英雄传!yeaaa! finally some sword-fighting!
10:36 PM
Friday, February 6, 2009
走安全路线?还是该勇于尝试?
想要选择的科系,未必毕业后就能轻易找到工作,甚至做的工不会跟你读的有关。
但我始终认为,只要你肯努力,在这个经济不景气的当儿也不至于挨饿。天无绝人之路,解决问题的方法也不只一个!
更何况,我们有多少个[青春]可以挥霍?又有多少人能有[后。青春期]?
3:55 PM
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
以前坐在学生座位上的我,不太敢在全班面前说话,现在却能站在一大班面前[敢敢说]。
我是个不太喜欢说话的人,有时就连在朋友面前都惜字如金,但在访问一些我根本不认识的人时会突然[话很多]。
也许在选择工作时不需太在意自己的性格是否适合那份工作。当某环境所需,你会意想不到的配合一下环境做一些不像你平常会做的事。
9:02 PM
Monday, February 2, 2009

photo by lipjin
juggling crisis: work in one hand and giga, landscape, willie wagglestick in the other.
9:42 PM